yey... darlie smile...

After much consideration, I've finally decided to get for myself that dentist look a like gadget that I've been looking at for so so long...

The Waterpik Cordless-dental-waterjet

Its actually uses water jet clean the teeth and gums!

Check out its benefits man!

Benefits:
Clinically proven to be up to 93% more effective than dental floss at improving gum health--2--
Removes bacteria deep between teeth and below gumline where brushing and flossing alone will not reach
Massages and stimulates gums
Can be used with your favorite mouthwash
Leaves a clean, fresh sensation

argh!

frustrations frustrations....

im losing it.

some ppl are irritating...

Ups and Downs

This week is a week of alot of ups and downs for me.

It started with Grandma falling and hurting herself real bad... then with mum's crazy frenzy abt getting a maid thinking that it will solve the problem instantaneously.... then to me trying to come out with REAL solutions to settle this problem... and finally... trying to convince the folks into it!

I don know if this is what u call generation gap or whatever, I'm losing patience day by day when it comes to telling them what to do... like what moo always tell me... and a nasty thing that often happen.... i always refuse to listen to his advice then come back suggesting that i should do what exactly he told me to months back... i find myself in a similar situation with my parents...

From the looks of it, getting domestic help seem inevitable at this stage. I'm only keeping my fingers cross that the folks will be open to the changes I'm proposing we implement... without much or any delay... and most imptly... keep their word when they agreed to the changes...
only with that... i can see through the "crowd" in e house to catch a glimpse of light that pass through them... and even amidst then... having to welcome one more member into the already packed canned of sardines.

I also hope that this is one chance for us to get our act together and throw away the long overdue as well as to introduce some new changes for the better...

I think i got unto this infectious excitement to seeing changes that started with the varmans... I'm getting all very excited whenever I'm "allowed" to make my current place better....

Just a few days ago... me and alien pop by IKEA to get all the lil we need for our own room which we gonna install in this two days! HOW very exciting... for me... its like a virgin ride down a roller coaster... where i finally do up my room... with my own ways and means... my own style... searching for my own space... after this week... i will have my own full length mirror... a dressing corner... a bag display area.. and a small loft area... as well as some space by my bed to display lil tings the alien got for me.

and with GOD's blessing... i hope i can help my family with the help of my bery good friends of cos... to finally redefine the living room area and be "re united" with my sis ONLY in the same room.

if only...

there are some many if onlys and the list is as follow...

IF Only...

1. i've completed my degree... then i can go full force in my career and nothing to hold me back
2. im more eloquet
3. im more knowledgeble

im kinda in that self reflection mode where im asking and questioning my state of being and doing a bit of reality check...

One side of me says: ''... SLOWLY BUT SURELY..." another side of me says "... the best time is never next time... its now...

and i continue to think and to wonder...